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thrive
verb \ˈthrīv\thrived or throvethrived also thriv·enthriv·ing
Definition of THRIVE
intransitive verb
1
: to grow vigorously : flourish
2
: to gain in wealth or possessions : prosper
3
: to progress toward or realize a goal despite or because of circumstances —often used with on <thrives on conflict>
1em·brace
verb \im-ˈbrās\transitive verb
3
a : to take up especially readily or gladly <embrace a cause>b : to avail oneself of : welcome <embraced the opportunity to study further>
4
a : to take in or include as a part, item, or element of a more inclusive whole <charity embraces all acts that contribute to human welfare>b : to be equal or equivalent to <his assets embraced $10>
intransitive verb
: to participate in an embrace
— embrace·able \-ˈbrā-sə-bəl\ adjective
— em·brace·ment \-ˈbrās-mənt\ noun
— em·brac·er noun
— em·brac·ing·ly \-ˈbrā-siŋ-lē\ adverb
ex·ude
verb \ig-ˈzüd\ex·ud·edex·ud·ing
Definition of EXUDE
intransitive verb
1
: to ooze out
2
: to undergo diffusion
transitive verb
1
: to cause to ooze or spread out in all directions
2
: to display conspicuously or abundantly <exudes charm>